Get thee to a monastery!
Renounce material goods, become a monk and pray constantly.
But first, send all that iniquitous photo equipment to me. I assure you I will sell it (eventually) and give all money to the poor.
It's the only way!
Actually, on a serious note, the lure of making images is so strong, the famous Trappist monk, Thomas Merton, couldn't resist and published a small book of his pictures. Merton wrote of his camera (a Canon, of course):
"It is fabulous. What a joy of a thing to work with.The camera is the most eager and helpful of all beings, all full of happy suggestions. Reminding me of things I have overlooked and cooperating in the creation of new worlds. So Simply."
So, blessings on you, my son. Go in peace -- and take pictures!
And to you sir, +1