I am an atheist myself. Spiritual though. I practise scotch and vodka - separately - unless it is a long island
but i'm an atheist....
what should i do?
Keep up the good and level headed work.
Convert to being agnostic like me. I don't believe in fairy tales but I do believe in mans inhumanity and stupidity.
Also agnostics wind up zealots more than atheists. They can't handle the enigmatic aura.